Lateness and depression go hand in hand...

Listening to: I So Wanted by Rei Fu

 

Wahh!!! So late! Sorry! It was kind of a depressing Valentines Day yesterday, it was raining so hard that buses got cancelled. But me, being the idiot I am, still went to school and was staked to death by the spears of boredom. I swear next time the buses are cancelled I will stay home *carves mental note on slab of random stone in my head* *fumes* It wasn't THAT bad though, I got to go on the computer for 4 out of 5 periods X3 First period Careers (I sat in front of a computer), second period Art (we went to a room with computers), third period Computers & Info Science(...) and fourth period LUNCH (went to the library where there were...you guessed it...computers!) Fifth period was math and I was the ONLY person who showed up -.- I did some math problems and stuff for the 75 minutes...quite boring really...but I killed time (more like slowly stabbed it to death...it's a grueling process...=.=)
Onto more important matters...yesterday was more than just Valentines Day, it was my parents' Anniversary, AS WELL as Shinrei's birthday!!! Shinrei is the guy from Samurai Deeper Kyo, half-brother to Hotaru, my fave *r*, and guardian of Mercury/Water *drools* He is just the ideal older brother for you, protective, but doesn't show it on the surface *admires* I didn't get to make an icon for him since there's a definite lack of images of him on the internet, but I am coloring a fanart I drew of him on Photoshop...little preview here. It's half done and my brother thinks Shinrei (the guy)'s face looks weird...I'm just saying the entire scene is weird since he's kinda kissing one of his dragons (his guardians/attack weapons)...
Besides that, Valentines Day has been awfully boring and I've been awfully addicted to yaoi manga O____O and I mean the actual YAOI manga...not shounen-ai. Many people reading this may be looking at me with disgust now since the world is so unaccepting of such things but I don't care since yaoi manga are almost always the FUNNIEST things in the world (the plot I mean). I usually skip the extremely graphic scenes though...Some yaoi artists are also extremely talented, I especially love the scanlations done by Forever-More, Hochuuami, Mochi Mochi and Shi-Ran among others (Nakama's website is kinda under construction so I can't really get a grasp of what they're releasing...). WARNING! BOYS LOVE!!! DON'T GO IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT THAT!
Okay, there's still something weighing down on me right now *broods* My grandma's surgery was a success, but she's slowly losing her mind/head/memories and my mom has to move back to China...which means my dad will be taking some months off work (since he's the vice-president, he could have breaks for a ridiculus amount of time) to move here (Canada) from China and take care of us while my mom takes care of her mom...I seriously think my life (or our family) is cursed -.-...well, maybe not that bad, but our family's split on two sides of the world and everyone's dying (my great-grandma whom I've lived for for a few months died a few months ago) *shivers*
Onto happier news, I'm going to try to become more dedicated to my websites from the silence in the past month I got back from China (1 and a half months to be exact) and I'm in the progress of creating a fanlisting for the Mibu Brothers (Hotaru and Shinrei)!!! *loves* I hope my online friends aren't mad at me for the silence *pleads for forgiveness with puppy-dog eyes*
I've also been neglecting my anime-lover side for a few weeks now, I've the complete subbed episodes of FullMetal Alchemist from 40-51 (except for 43 for some reason...) and I'm not even watching it...I also have episode 18 of Bleach and a lot of Naruto episodes that I've been completely ignoring...*gets slapped by anime-lover Fenix* I really need to get a better mood...wonder if there's a Mood Mall I can go shop for Optimism and Happiness? I hope they're on sale because Depression's been robbing out of my Wallet of Will. Notice all the personification there -.-U
On a completely unrelated note, I've realized recently my voice is a complete monotone =.= even my mom and bro think so...am I really cursed? m(_ _)m