cherry seeds



cherry bush

bloomed on... august.31.2003
raised in... blogger + fire-fly
currently colored... lime
paints from... riene_anime + PIERROT HQ
planted for... CYCLOID - Kirito Official Solo Website
named after... fenix's new favorite (physically, not to eat) fruit, the cherry, and her favorite number, nine (9)! cherryNINE! that means there will be nine colors of cherries (layout theme colors) used, with repeats later on...the 'black cherry' used for my profile was stolen from inspired by a Gazette song X]

 

the black cherry

fenix = black cherry

angel, fenix, unique, female, Canada, 100% chinese, speak english+mandarin, 1989.09.09, mahogany dye, dark eyes, snake zodiac, virgo, high school, black+red, sushi, mint choco-chip icecream, horror/mystery, Jrock, PIERROT, KIRITO, Slytherin, blogger, AudioScrobbler.


Kirito...it's an obsession.
Kirito's my Rock Star.

 

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Monday, February 28, 2005

Tidbits from...Mars?

Listening to: Viva Rock Japanese Side from Naruto

 

No birthdays today, but in fact, four birthdays for the non-existant February 29 this year (2005). I guess authors just like giving 'dangerous' characters the 'special' birthday dates ^.^:

Yakushi Kabuto from Naruto Yukimura Sanada from Samurai Deeper Kyo Fuji Syuusuke from Tennis no Oujisama Tsukiyono Omi from Weiss Kreuz

As you can see, I've followed a theme for these four X3 'Love Me Fear Me' that's just like Yukimura-sama and Fujiko-chan X3 They smile so often people forget they're dangerous >:3 and Kabuto's just plain lovable ne? Omi too, though he's kinda a crybaby at that ^.^U

I've also chosen my courses for grade 11 (even though I might be moving back to China anyways...again -.-): Info. Tech., Comm. Tech., Comp. Engineering, Functions & Relations (Math), English (U), Physics (Science), Chemistry (Science) and Non-Traditional Media (Art). I'm only taking Functions & Relations Math and not Functions Math because F&R is needed as a prerequisite for Calculus. Since Calculus is needed for many computers jobs, I need it -.- Life is wonderful ne? Hmph.

Naruto's been very cool lately, especially the manga...GAARA GOT KIDNAPPED!!! T____T Gaara-kun~ NANDE??? Well, he was protecting his city 'as Kazekage'...I bet Naruto's gonna rescue him X3 Yay Naruto x Gaara-ness *r* I'm actually not a big Sasuke fan for some reason, I like Itachi, but Sasuke seems pretty...erm...weak...compared to his aniki ^.^U Nyah, I hope I get to watch more Naruto soon, but not tonight...I actually have Math homework -.- Just on a side note, I'm getting 99% in math at the moment, got perfect in the past 3 tests/quizzes XD <---Nerd and proud of it XP

As a last little thing, I've finished another shrine/fanlisting (well, shrine's not done yet...) for Hotaru & Shinrei from Samurai Deeper Kyo, called Unknown to You. I'm going to work on the information section of it sometime this week and hopefully finish the basic contents for the shrine by the end of the week. Got to go do homework now XS Ja!

 

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Tidbits from Pluto

Listening to: To the Other Side of the Door from Hagane no Renkinjutsushi

 

Yea...the title's pretty explanatory, I hope ^.^U Anyways, two birthdays I missed *dodges sharp weapons*:

 

February 23

Yuki Eiri from Gravitation

 

February 24

Asato Tsuzuki from Yami no Matsuei

 

It was also my dad's birthday on the 24th ^.^ Erm...I've also changed the layout for I Need You. No time for more updates, gotta go watch Naruto XD I'm on episode 86 X3

 

Monday, February 21, 2005

Websites Reborn!

Listening to: none, at school, again

 

I've renewed layouts for three websites so far, Burning Greed, Sunshine Smile (formerly Bringer of Death) and Darkness Reborn. Very short update for now...may do something else later...I'm thinking of putting Russian Soldiers back up sometime this week, I miss the boys X3

 

Friday, February 18, 2005

Yuuta-kun's B-day!!!

Listening to: Asterisk by Orange Range (Bleach 1st Opening)

 

My mom's left the house and now I'm home alone with my bro waiting for my dad to get home (he should be back by 11 PM...just watched up to episode 50 of Naruto, poor Gaara has to remember his past T___T I wanna hug him X3 but Naruto's licensed so it's gonna take a while for the dubbers to catch up and such, plus I don't have Cartoon Network so I'm kinda sunk if I want to watch any more episodes =.= Bleach has been exciting too, I love Renji X3 he's gonna be a major character I hope, Byakuya-sama too X3 I actually like Rukia, one of the few female anime characters I like Orihime's just too, awkward -.-
It's Yuuta-kun's big day today!

Isn't he so kawaii? X3 I wish I had Yuuta as a younger bro all mature and all X3
Well, the recent events are pretty boring overall, but I've created a very basic program on Visual Basic in Computers class. I'll see if I could upload it sometime X3 I've also made 3 winamp skins from scratch on MS Paint X3 I used Photoshop to help with the second and third though. The first was a St. White's Day theme of Edward from HagaRen. The second is a Hotaru and Shinrei one from Samurai Deeper Kyo. The third is a Taikubou and Fugen one from Houshin Engi. I'm gonna upload them according to the events, March 14th (St. Whites Day) for the Edward one, the opening of my Shinrei and Hotaru Fanlisting for the second one and summer for the third XD I hope I could make more soon ^.^b

 

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Random questions I ripped off another blog X3

Listening to: I'm at school, no music T___T

 

Yeah, I'm at school in Careers right now and our guest speaker's not here so we're going to watch a movie -.- 'Full House' or something...Anyways, I've done this random questionaire thingy I ripped off someone's blog (too lazy to link):

What's on your bedside table?
Two alarm clocks, a package of gum (1 left) and a lamp.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
Don't raid the fridge, but if I did, then cheesecake.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
Don't cry during movies, maybe cry of laughter during Starsky and Hutch XD
Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Fear of butterflies - caught one when I was a kid (4 years old) and saw its legs poking in my face...thus begins my irrational lifelong fear -.-
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
Biting the inside of my lip.
Do you ever have to beg?
All the time for my mom to let me rent manga since I'm broke.
Do you know anyone famous?
Nope.
Describe your bed.
Hmm, simple single bed with pink sheets and pink flowery covers ^////^U my mom picked them out, I would rather have one with cute chibis or a shounen-ai series X3
Spontaneous or plan?
Little bit of both. I plan out everything that is 'important' and just wing it for the rest...
Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Don't want a movie about my life or an actor in it >:P
Do you know how to play poker?
I've read Casino Lily, but I don't really get how to play it =.=
What do you carry with you at all times?
Erm, my very annoying inner voice? *tries and fails to throw her off*
What do you miss most about being little?
Skipping school.
Are you happy with your given name?
I have two, Angel (my English name) and Yuan (my Chinese name). They both annoy me to no end since everyone jokes about me being an 'angel' (DON'T YOU KNOW THAT ANGELS ARE DEAD?!?!) and the name Yuan (meaning garden or park) does not describe me in any way...I actually dislike plants and all that -.-U
What color is your bedroom?
Erm...some shade of pink (my mom painted it when I was on summer vacation so I came back to a pink room at the end of the break T___T
Have you ever been in a play?
Does an English excerpt performance count? I was Cinna in Julius Caesar, I got to stab Caesar first X3
Who are your best friends?
Erm, dunno exactly...just have 'friends'.
Do you talk a lot?
When I'm with people I know or online. In real life, my mouth only responds and never initiates a conversation.
Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
Not that I know of. My dad let me try the cigarette when he used to smoke, does that count?
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
Yes, my mom pities them too much but never considers they might be faking it.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
My definition of 'nice' isn't the universal definition so I can't say ~.^
What is your ideal marriage location?
Don't wanna get married.
Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
Chinese piano thingy (it's like a board with strings stretched over it), it looks very hard though...
Favorite fabric?
Silk.
What's the one language you want to learn?
Japanese!!!
Have you ever pierced your body parts?
Nope, my grandpa promised he was going to help me pierce my ears but we never got around to do it.
Do you have tattoos?
I draw pictures with pen on my arms/hands, does that count as a temporary tattoo?
What's one trait you hate in a person?
Unnecessary show-offs - idiots.
Do you consider yourself materialistic?
Yes, I am a selfish introvert, so sue me.
What do you cook the best?
I can cook noodles with eggs and tomatoes and spinach *drools*
Favourite writing instrument?
0.7 lead pencil
Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
Blend in like I don't exist since my mind's always in another world anyways.
What's one car you will never buy?
Don't wanna drive so I don't wanna buy any car.
What kind of books do you like to read?
Manga, doujinshi, mystery, horror (Fear Street), sci-fi, fantasy, angst and fanfiction.
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Buy the complete set of Yami no Matsuei since it's licensed and I can't find scanlations anywhere T___T
Burial or cremation?
Burial, I don't wanna be burned even after death -.-
How many online journals do you read regularly?
One or two per week.
What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
Getting a turn on the computer, I wanna be on at all times, like right now X3
If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
I don't show it.
Do you cry in front of friends?
Never cried in front of my friends before.
What kind of first impression do you think you give to people?
Weirdo.
What's the worst thing you ever said to someone?
Erm, 'Get lost'?
Favorite communication method?
Online (MSN, Yahoo, Skype).
What's the most painful experience you've ever had?
Walking around with a strained toe.
Can you type with your eyes closed?
Yes, and I'm doing it right now X3
Can you ski?
Not well, my brother (5 years younger than me) skis better than I do =.=
Can you speak in sign language?
Nope, since I've never met a deaf person in my life.
Can you do the butterfly stroke?
I'm guessing that's a swimming technique, in that case, I can't.
Can you say the alphabet backwards effortlessly?
Nope, never tried, never wanna try.
Can you tie a knot in a cherry stem with your tongue?
Why would I wanna do that?
Can you run a mile in under ten minutes?
Nope, I don't exercise and I'm not a good runner.
Can you stand the sight of blood?
Yup, I've cut myself lots of times and I watch bloody movies.
Can you read palms or tarot cards?
I actually tried to use tarot cards (even bought a X/1999 tarot set of both major and minor arcana) but I can't memorize their meanings ^.^U
Can you admit it when you're wrong?
Yes, but I don't like to XP
Can you ask for help when you need it?
Of course! But it's usually other people that ask for my help.
Can you tie a necktie?
Nope, but I've read many manga where the guys wear them and tie them so I could learn (or I could learn from my dad).
Can you successfully pierce someone's ear?
I've never seen anyone get their ear pierced so I doubt I can.
Can you play soccer?
I can play but not well and don't like to.
Can you sing?
Not really, remember the monotone that is my pathetic voice?
Can you name three kinds of clouds?
Cirrus, cumulous and nimbus.
Can you make a joke out of anything?
That'll be my brother.
Can you perform CPR on another human?
I had training, but I forgot already :P
Do you know what CPR stands for?
Forgot, don't care.
Can you read minds?
Yes (sarcasm).
Can you write better poetry than Shakespeare?
Considering I hate Shakespeare to the endless depths of old English hell, yes.
Can you speak more than one language?
Yup, Mandarin Chinese and English. I used to be able to speak Cantonese Chinese, but I've forgotten how.
What are you wearing right now?
Jean jacket, red t-shirt, black track pants, angel necklace (Christmas present), cheap watch and white sneakers.

Hmm, I found out a lot about myself, this was fun XD and here's some quizzes I took in the past week:


The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the awe of many people and you are exceptionally logical. You are an inspirational beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)

Hmm...Ice...I don't like snow but ice is alright...sorta...

eien?
The sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin' miserable. You constantly look over your shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even when you are alone. So naturally, you have become a little paranoid and pessimistic. Your personality can be one dimensional but confusing. You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up. You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...) You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one understands you, not even your parents / guardians / friends. But that is just the opposite! The people who love you want to help, but they don't know how because they have a feeling that they will say something wrong and turn you away. You have to let them know that you are willing to hear what they have to say...and it might do some good to listen to them. Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life.
What type of teenager are you?

Erm...Am I really that depressed? O____O

 

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Lateness and depression go hand in hand...

Listening to: I So Wanted by Rei Fu

 

Wahh!!! So late! Sorry! It was kind of a depressing Valentines Day yesterday, it was raining so hard that buses got cancelled. But me, being the idiot I am, still went to school and was staked to death by the spears of boredom. I swear next time the buses are cancelled I will stay home *carves mental note on slab of random stone in my head* *fumes* It wasn't THAT bad though, I got to go on the computer for 4 out of 5 periods X3 First period Careers (I sat in front of a computer), second period Art (we went to a room with computers), third period Computers & Info Science(...) and fourth period LUNCH (went to the library where there were...you guessed it...computers!) Fifth period was math and I was the ONLY person who showed up -.- I did some math problems and stuff for the 75 minutes...quite boring really...but I killed time (more like slowly stabbed it to death...it's a grueling process...=.=)
Onto more important matters...yesterday was more than just Valentines Day, it was my parents' Anniversary, AS WELL as Shinrei's birthday!!! Shinrei is the guy from Samurai Deeper Kyo, half-brother to Hotaru, my fave *r*, and guardian of Mercury/Water *drools* He is just the ideal older brother for you, protective, but doesn't show it on the surface *admires* I didn't get to make an icon for him since there's a definite lack of images of him on the internet, but I am coloring a fanart I drew of him on Photoshop...little preview here. It's half done and my brother thinks Shinrei (the guy)'s face looks weird...I'm just saying the entire scene is weird since he's kinda kissing one of his dragons (his guardians/attack weapons)...
Besides that, Valentines Day has been awfully boring and I've been awfully addicted to yaoi manga O____O and I mean the actual YAOI manga...not shounen-ai. Many people reading this may be looking at me with disgust now since the world is so unaccepting of such things but I don't care since yaoi manga are almost always the FUNNIEST things in the world (the plot I mean). I usually skip the extremely graphic scenes though...Some yaoi artists are also extremely talented, I especially love the scanlations done by Forever-More, Hochuuami, Mochi Mochi and Shi-Ran among others (Nakama's website is kinda under construction so I can't really get a grasp of what they're releasing...). WARNING! BOYS LOVE!!! DON'T GO IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT THAT!
Okay, there's still something weighing down on me right now *broods* My grandma's surgery was a success, but she's slowly losing her mind/head/memories and my mom has to move back to China...which means my dad will be taking some months off work (since he's the vice-president, he could have breaks for a ridiculus amount of time) to move here (Canada) from China and take care of us while my mom takes care of her mom...I seriously think my life (or our family) is cursed -.-...well, maybe not that bad, but our family's split on two sides of the world and everyone's dying (my great-grandma whom I've lived for for a few months died a few months ago) *shivers*
Onto happier news, I'm going to try to become more dedicated to my websites from the silence in the past month I got back from China (1 and a half months to be exact) and I'm in the progress of creating a fanlisting for the Mibu Brothers (Hotaru and Shinrei)!!! *loves* I hope my online friends aren't mad at me for the silence *pleads for forgiveness with puppy-dog eyes*
I've also been neglecting my anime-lover side for a few weeks now, I've the complete subbed episodes of FullMetal Alchemist from 40-51 (except for 43 for some reason...) and I'm not even watching it...I also have episode 18 of Bleach and a lot of Naruto episodes that I've been completely ignoring...*gets slapped by anime-lover Fenix* I really need to get a better mood...wonder if there's a Mood Mall I can go shop for Optimism and Happiness? I hope they're on sale because Depression's been robbing out of my Wallet of Will. Notice all the personification there -.-U
On a completely unrelated note, I've realized recently my voice is a complete monotone =.= even my mom and bro think so...am I really cursed? m(_ _)m